meet me on thames street

No one cares but

I’m going to ramble now because I have nothing better to do. Class trip is Friiiday:D I’m excited, it’ll be like a mini vacation, hopefully. Actually, when I get excited for something, it usually goes the opposite. & then when I don’t expect anything, something pleasantly surprises me. Hm. & then there is prom, which in retrospect, isn’t anything that great. You spend all this money on a dress/tux, tickets, a ride, gas, flowers, jewelry, whatever, for like, what, 4 hours maybe. I dunno, I’m excited for that too, so I really hope it’s fun. No word of the court yet, that should be interesting… & then after all the excitement from school events is over, I have to think about college, which again, is exciting, but at the same time, I’m apprehensive. I wish I could just feel happy all the time, but I always feel a hint of nervousness in fear of what my future might end up like. I don’t want to fear the unknown, but ya just never know, ya know?

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